a-tattered-rose

Winter dreams that paint my mind.Which such tanquilness it brings.Harsh cold winds blow within the soul,Huanting thy mind withs its melody.Calling one into its grasps.Shadows swollowing it whole.Ah,such a gentle tranquil night it is.......

I layed there waiting with the hope that you would return to me But you lefted me in a million pieces.never returning. What am i suposed to do? My heart crushed.Now lies within the darkness. I lay here picking up the fragments know once as my soul. Little love i have,mercy still beats within me. Longing for that one hope.That one emotion Love.It torments me. Why...Why am i here.So shattered.So lonely.So sad. Such a loveless doll i am A tattered rose,A scared girl.A broken doll with many shards. How long do you want me to wait? Did you want me to end like this? In the end of all of this I will ask one question Did you true love

The red color....Leaking down my cheeks. Why i am here....Why are those tears falling? Why are they red....Blood. Dripping from my face....My wrists... Gazing longing,You made me this way You made me cry....Cry crimson tears... But those tears are just for you Laying here heartbroken....Maybe its not so bad I continue my cry of crimson... Let the Angel's blood drip from heaven creating a rain of holy blood. Let Them feel the pain i have felt for so long Let them Scarem out in pain...Let them wither in pain and sadness. Let them....Die.... Death....Take me away.Break my chains...Set me free... The last tear i cried...Was for you.

Kiss me,rape me. Make me scream out loud in pain. Make me bleed. Make me cry many tears. Make it so i wished i was dead. Make me feel so much pain. Make me leak Crimson.......Make it so i regreted meeting you. Make it so i wished i was never born. Make my desire burn up within me. Let me cry out in pure pleasure. make the innocent pure girl a fallen angel...a God's rose of sin... Make me tainted...Kiss me....Rape me....Kill me

Here i lay Within my own pool of bloody rose With Angels and demons soaring about. Chain to the earth i struggle to get free. Cursed to be the fallen one. I cry invisible tears. Darkness swollowed me whole. I cry out,burning with passion and pain. I want to be with them Tainted but yet so pure. The curse of the fallen one Longing to be with them. Oh sweet darkness...Bring me up there Curled up in pain.... My skin..Scarred..from the past.. So here i lay..Watching them Here i lay Look at all the pretty Angels and demons....

Sing to me at night When the stars and Moon come out to play And the demons that raise to give nightmares to the kids. To frighten them and to give them a fear. But its all a dream. The Sweet Song of Death that Echos threw out my mind. Playing over and Over again. My own shadow that drags me down. How long will i Fall? This Nightmare..This Dark Lullby. It sings me to sleep. Never Fear...Never fear. For what is there to fear? When the Rose blooms....New life is born. But it will Wither like the rest. That is the Melody,The Lullby of Life and Death. My Sweet Lullby.....

Like the ocean this is how i flow. Seeming so simple but yet so complexed. Forgiveness is the thing i cling to. I don't mean to be like this...This is who i am. Is being me such a bad thing? Should i lock myself up and throw away the key? But no one is prefect....Each one has a down fall.. This is mine....So many mood swings. Never truely upon one emotion. Mixed in with so many others. This is the fate that i am cursed with.....

Let burn,Let it die Words are now seeming useless When it comes to battle Death shall only arise No matter what you say Words have no longer a meaning Actions are only cared about now. Shall anger flow,Hatred show Your hearts of glass shatters easily Hiding the wicked beast Soon it shall send you to your damnable hell And in this battle field of death Shall your soul remain Your Body torn limb from limb The blood that will leak from your mangled body This is what words had done Only simple words Let it all burn,Let it all die. Let it go to its damnable hell...

Together,We are entwined by blood Yet could you think of me as your sister? I remeber how we used to laugh and play Without a care in the world,Untouched We were childern of a fate doomed Yet you are still entwined by blood But now it is unknown to you We are within a family of lies and deceit What are we to do now? Do not fret my childern,Everything will be ok Who are we to turn to now,Do we know anymore Look inside yourself,The answer lies there As i cry tears for you,You will never see them Look on and stand for tomorrow Turning away,I gasp a shattered sigh Continue to dream and hope But we are still entwined by blood Lear